So it’s New Year’s Eve and everyone is making resolutions and saying how things are going to be different and how they’re going to change. And in my mind all I want to do is go back to April 3, 2012. Honestly, I could really care less about a new year coming. I just really want my baby back. My life wasn’t perfect when she was here but it felt complete. And I don’t know how I’m supposed to move on from this.
I can with every fiber in my body say that so far 2012 has been the worst year of my life. I don’t see things getting better in 2013. Chance won’t be here. Another scary thing is…we don’t know what’s going to happen next. Things can always be worse than they are.
So with that being said, everyone that’s talked to me in the past couple of days know that it’s been really rough. Tears flow constantly. My face is puffy from the constant crying. I don’t know what else to do. But this song came to me. It’s been on my spirit. So I’m being obedient and I’m posting it on here. I know that I’m not the only one that’s going through things. Losing Chance has been hard. But in the midst of it all, God is a healer. He can restore me. I know he will. I’m finally and truly putting all of my faith in him and I know that he will always have my best interest in his mind. My script has already been written. So I just have to trust that HE knows what’s best.
So Take Me To the King! I hope this song helps someone. If you listen with an open mind and heart, it’ll truly bless you. God only wants you. You don’t have to bring him anything…here is the chorus to the song
Take Me To The King
I don’t have much to bring
My heart’s torn to pieces
It’s my offering
Lay me at the throne
Leave me there alone
To gaze upon Your glory
And to sing to You this song
I pray that everyone is safe tonight. I pray that the new year brings peace and happiness to you and your families. I also pray that you have “another day and another Chance to get it right”…
I continually pray that God gives you & your family strength daily. God bless!!!
Thank you Ursula. I’m praying for you as well…
Keisha I can’t say I know what you are going through but I know God will never leave you. To be honest you are really a strong individual. You may not think so but you are, you may not realize how many lives you have saved just by telling your story. Continue to trust and believe in God and allow him to continue to use you..I know reading your blogs have help me deal with the pain. I don’t show it but I hurt just the little things that remind me of her my heart aches…But Brandon is my strength bc she lives through his chunky butt (lol) daily.. As far as that song that is a powerful song it will most definitely help in any situation.. I will continue to pray you guys strength.. Love ya…
Love u back Shun…:)
Nice entry! I’m expecting so much from you in 2013! Blessings!!