So, I think everyone that knows me can tell you that this is a rough time of year for me. Everything makes me think of Brandon and Chance. We really enjoyed her last Thanksgiving and Christmas. The shopping, decorating the tree, riding around looking at the lights and listening to holiday music. Chance and Brandon trying to open presents before Christmas. So many memories. This is a hard time for me.

Well last night I went to bed and as usual, I dreamed about her. I woke up with an extremely heavy heart. I wanted to stay in bed all day. But I made myself get up and go to church. So while they were conducting the devotional prayer, I looked down and saw the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in a while. Beads!!!!

I saw all of these beads scattered at my feet. Chance made her presence known. Even when I can’t see her, she’s with me! It’s so amazing. Chance loved having her hair braided and she loved these beads. She really did. And I always find them in the most random places.

I’m so glad I pushed myself. I would have missed out on this beautiful gift…

Beads from my angel…

Side note : If you’ve lost someone in your life, the connection you had is still there. Just look for the signs. Some are obvious. Some are small. God knows what you need and He’ll make sure you receive it. Stay in tune. Stay open. Your loved one is always there.