Christian, Compassion, death of a child, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Heartbreak, Hurt, joy, New beginnings, New normal, peace, Self discovery, self love, self worth, Uncategorized

Breakdown to Breakthrough….

So many times we look the other way when we're in pain or when the people we love are in pain. Like I said last week, we ask how they're doing but it's just habit. We aren't really ready to hear the truth behind the answers. Our family members and friends are suffering everyday and… Continue reading Breakdown to Breakthrough….

Child Safety, Childproofing, Cruelty, death of a child, faithfulness, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Heaven, Hurt, Jesus, joy, New normal, Relationships, Sydney Chance, Uncategorized

Dear Chance 

Chance... It's been five years since I've seen you. Since I've held you. Heard you say Mama, Mommy, Brannon, Daddy, Shishard or Memo. Since I heard you ask for a Thomas the train toy or seen you dance in the back seat to "Love on Top". Five long years since you ran to the door… Continue reading Dear Chance 

Christian, faithfulness, Family, God, Guilt, Happy, Heartbreak, Heaven, Jesus, joy, Love, New beginnings, peace, Relationships, self love, self worth, Strength, Uncategorized

Who’s fighting for you?

Do you sometimes wonder how you've made it through certain situations in your life? Like, why your situation didn't kill you or make you just completely give up on everything?  That's because you have someone in your life that's fighting for you. Even when you don't see it or feel it. God is still there.… Continue reading Who’s fighting for you?

Christian, Compassion, death of a child, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Happy, Heartbreak, Heaven, Hurt, Jesus, joy, Love, New beginnings, peace

Going up…

Brandon and I were driving home tonight and I had my music playing from my phone. Now, I have some of everything in my library from Evanescence to Beyonce to Tupac to John P Kee, lol. I love music and if I can get meaning out of it, even better.  Well, it's quite ironic that… Continue reading Going up…

Family, God, Heaven, joy, Love, positivity, Sydney Chance

Beads from heaven…literally

So, I think everyone that knows me can tell you that this is a rough time of year for me. Everything makes me think of Brandon and Chance. We really enjoyed her last Thanksgiving and Christmas. The shopping, decorating the tree, riding around looking at the lights and listening to holiday music. Chance and Brandon… Continue reading Beads from heaven…literally