So many times we look the other way when we're in pain or when the people we love are in pain. Like I said last week, we ask how they're doing but it's just habit. We aren't really ready to hear the truth behind the answers. Our family members and friends are suffering everyday and… Continue reading Breakdown to Breakthrough….
Chance... It's been five years since I've seen you. Since I've held you. Heard you say Mama, Mommy, Brannon, Daddy, Shishard or Memo. Since I heard you ask for a Thomas the train toy or seen you dance in the back seat to "Love on Top". Five long years since you ran to the door… Continue reading Dear Chance
Do you sometimes wonder how you've made it through certain situations in your life? Like, why your situation didn't kill you or make you just completely give up on everything? That's because you have someone in your life that's fighting for you. Even when you don't see it or feel it. God is still there.… Continue reading Who’s fighting for you?
Brandon and I were driving home tonight and I had my music playing from my phone. Now, I have some of everything in my library from Evanescence to Beyonce to Tupac to John P Kee, lol. I love music and if I can get meaning out of it, even better. Well, it's quite ironic that… Continue reading Going up…
Life and death. It's inevitable that eventually we have to die and spend eternity in either heaven or hell. Most of us hope for heaven. People that are close to me know that I don't deal with death well. And it got worse after I loss Chance. I try so hard to rationalize and make… Continue reading Life and death..
I'm out with my brother, Brandon and my Mom looking at the moon tonight(it's beautiful right now) and it made me realize that I take things for granted. So I decided to do a quick reality check. Remember that when you're going through the storm that things can always be a little worse than what… Continue reading It’s not so bad..
So, I think everyone that knows me can tell you that this is a rough time of year for me. Everything makes me think of Brandon and Chance. We really enjoyed her last Thanksgiving and Christmas. The shopping, decorating the tree, riding around looking at the lights and listening to holiday music. Chance and Brandon… Continue reading Beads from heaven…literally