On social media, you won't see me posting about mass shootings. Mothers killing their children. Fathers killing their kids. People committing suicide. You know why? First of all, I don't know what anybody's mindset is. Second and lastly, I CANNOT JUDGE ANYBODY!!!! The bible says, 1 Peter 3: Finally, all of you should be of one… Continue reading Why you won’t see me judging anybody
April 3, 2012 started off like a regular day for us. Brandon, Chance and I got up and got ready for school and work. But for some reason on that morning, she was really quiet. Normally she would be running around the apartment and not letting me comb her hair but on this morning, she… Continue reading Chance’s 5th Angelversary
Chance... It's been five years since I've seen you. Since I've held you. Heard you say Mama, Mommy, Brannon, Daddy, Shishard or Memo. Since I heard you ask for a Thomas the train toy or seen you dance in the back seat to "Love on Top". Five long years since you ran to the door… Continue reading Dear Chance
Do you sometimes wonder how you've made it through certain situations in your life? Like, why your situation didn't kill you or make you just completely give up on everything? That's because you have someone in your life that's fighting for you. Even when you don't see it or feel it. God is still there.… Continue reading Who’s fighting for you?
Brandon and I were driving home tonight and I had my music playing from my phone. Now, I have some of everything in my library from Evanescence to Beyonce to Tupac to John P Kee, lol. I love music and if I can get meaning out of it, even better. Well, it's quite ironic that… Continue reading Going up…
Life and death. It's inevitable that eventually we have to die and spend eternity in either heaven or hell. Most of us hope for heaven. People that are close to me know that I don't deal with death well. And it got worse after I loss Chance. I try so hard to rationalize and make… Continue reading Life and death..
So, I think everyone that knows me can tell you that this is a rough time of year for me. Everything makes me think of Brandon and Chance. We really enjoyed her last Thanksgiving and Christmas. The shopping, decorating the tree, riding around looking at the lights and listening to holiday music. Chance and Brandon… Continue reading Beads from heaven…literally