Christian, Compassion, death of a child, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Heartbreak, Hurt, joy, New beginnings, New normal, peace, Self discovery, self love, self worth, Uncategorized

Breakdown to Breakthrough….

So many times we look the other way when we're in pain or when the people we love are in pain. Like I said last week, we ask how they're doing but it's just habit. We aren't really ready to hear the truth behind the answers. Our family members and friends are suffering everyday and… Continue reading Breakdown to Breakthrough….

Compassion, Cruelty, faithfulness, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Heaven, Hurt, Jesus, Judgment, Love, peace, positivity, Self discovery, self love, self worth, Strength

Why you won’t see me judging anybody

On social media, you won't see me posting about mass shootings. Mothers killing their children. Fathers killing their kids. People committing suicide. You know why? First of all, I don't know what anybody's mindset is. Second and lastly, I CANNOT JUDGE ANYBODY!!!! The bible says, 1 Peter 3: Finally, all of you should be of one… Continue reading Why you won’t see me judging anybody

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Chance’s 5th Angelversary 

April 3, 2012 started off like a regular day for us. Brandon, Chance and I got up and got ready for school and work. But for some reason on that morning, she was really quiet. Normally she would be running around the apartment and not letting me comb her hair but on this morning, she… Continue reading Chance’s 5th Angelversary 

Child Safety, Childproofing, Cruelty, death of a child, faithfulness, Family, God, grief, Guilt, Heaven, Hurt, Jesus, joy, New normal, Relationships, Sydney Chance, Uncategorized

Dear Chance 

Chance... It's been five years since I've seen you. Since I've held you. Heard you say Mama, Mommy, Brannon, Daddy, Shishard or Memo. Since I heard you ask for a Thomas the train toy or seen you dance in the back seat to "Love on Top". Five long years since you ran to the door… Continue reading Dear Chance 

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Going up…

Brandon and I were driving home tonight and I had my music playing from my phone. Now, I have some of everything in my library from Evanescence to Beyonce to Tupac to John P Kee, lol. I love music and if I can get meaning out of it, even better.  Well, it's quite ironic that… Continue reading Going up…

Child Safety, Childproofing, Cruelty, death of a child, grief, Guilt, Heartbreak, Hurt, Judgment, make safe happen, Nationwide, New normal, Perfect parenting, Relationships, Sydney Chance, Uncategorized

Open letter to perfect parents

I try sooooo hard to keep my mouth shut when people get on social media and become cyber bullies. I can almost promise you that those same "internet thugs" would never say those cruel things to my face. They feel protected behind their computers, smart phones and tablets. It's such a sad thing... So here's… Continue reading Open letter to perfect parents