So many times we look the other way when we're in pain or when the people we love are in pain. Like I said last week, we ask how they're doing but it's just habit. We aren't really ready to hear the truth behind the answers. Our family members and friends are suffering everyday and… Continue reading Breakdown to Breakthrough….
On social media, you won't see me posting about mass shootings. Mothers killing their children. Fathers killing their kids. People committing suicide. You know why? First of all, I don't know what anybody's mindset is. Second and lastly, I CANNOT JUDGE ANYBODY!!!! The bible says, 1 Peter 3: Finally, all of you should be of one… Continue reading Why you won’t see me judging anybody
Chance... It's been five years since I've seen you. Since I've held you. Heard you say Mama, Mommy, Brannon, Daddy, Shishard or Memo. Since I heard you ask for a Thomas the train toy or seen you dance in the back seat to "Love on Top". Five long years since you ran to the door… Continue reading Dear Chance
Do you sometimes wonder how you've made it through certain situations in your life? Like, why your situation didn't kill you or make you just completely give up on everything? That's because you have someone in your life that's fighting for you. Even when you don't see it or feel it. God is still there.… Continue reading Who’s fighting for you?
Brandon and I were driving home tonight and I had my music playing from my phone. Now, I have some of everything in my library from Evanescence to Beyonce to Tupac to John P Kee, lol. I love music and if I can get meaning out of it, even better. Well, it's quite ironic that… Continue reading Going up…
1460 days 35054 hours 2103264 minutes 126195855 seconds This is how long it's been since my baby has been gone. By far, this has been the hardest one for me. Reality has set in and I know that no matter how much I cry, how I beg God, how sick I get, my body aching… Continue reading Chance’s 4th angelversary
So, I think everyone that knows me can tell you that this is a rough time of year for me. Everything makes me think of Brandon and Chance. We really enjoyed her last Thanksgiving and Christmas. The shopping, decorating the tree, riding around looking at the lights and listening to holiday music. Chance and Brandon… Continue reading Beads from heaven…literally